Deep Waters

The waters of love are dark and deep
They frighten those who are asleep
They dream upon the surface bright
Cling fast to day, and shun the night

From boats they gaze upon the sea
A mirror, in truth, but monsters they see
Above, the gold sun fills them with wonder
They praise and plead to save them from what’s under

Wanting to be only that which is bright
They arm themselves and battle with all of their might
Attacking all they see moving below
The mirror shatters more with every blow

Until it is gone, and it becomes clear
That every monster that once they did fear
Was themselves all along, just misunderstood
That never was there a “bad” or a “good”

It was all a perspective they tried on for size
To know what it was to see truth within lies
To feel what it’s like to split One into Other
To see enemy where there is sister and brother

And then to remember, to see with infinite eyes
To wake within dream in a joyful capsize
And turn then to those still in the sleep
To bring to them all of the love from the deep

Revoking Consent

So I was inspired today to write and sign this statement. The urging to do so was quite sudden and strong. I used my full name where it says [name]. Am sharing for any who may see this and find some value themselves. Love&Light

I, [name], do hereby withdraw all consent – given in the past, present, or future – given to any entity known or unknown – given willingly or unwillingly – given knowingly or unknowingly – giving any measure of control over my body, mind, or spirit. I AM God Sovereign Free, co-creating with only those who are aligned with/for the highest good of ALL. Access to any aspect of my being by any that are not of the highest order of LOVE is hereby revoked within all times, spaces, and other energetic configurations. You have no power over me in any way. So Mote It Be.


Welcome my brothers, my sisters, my friends
So glad to be with you all here at the end
It’s been such a wonderful game of pretend

Now we put all the costumes and masks on the shelf
Prepare for the new play of beauty and health
Where all are to share in the joy and the wealth

Time now to reclaim divine memory
We hid from ourselves what it means to be free
Now the choice has been made to once again see

Thanks to the heroes and villains alike
For playing your parts as the day and the night
A study in contrasts, fleeting holy delight

Exciting to ready the new play to come
We learned much from the old one, but now it is done
Now let’s join our hands, time to shine like a sun

Channeled Poem 7/13/18

We are an ocean of awareness
Sparks and waves
Dancing and spinning
Crashing and rolling
Cresting and diving deep
The great waters are the sum of us
With(in) skies we are mirrored
Endless ripples merging and moving on
The same but changed
And again
And again
Realities rising and falling like the tides
Our ocean is the depth of you
Another looking-glass in between
Within the heart of every grain of sand
Every atom
Every galaxy
Every One

Channeled Poem 7/15/18

I’m longing for nothing
Everything is within me now
Always now
Within you too
Should you choose to see
Reach in to feel
Know that even in the depths of your despair
Love is in the very air you breathe
Breathe deeply
Draw in the love outside
Merge with the love inside
They were always one
Now you are remembering
We rejoice

Poetry prophecy

It’s not dated or titled, so I have no idea when I wrote this or what to call it, but I got chills when I found it in one of my notebooks. Had to share!


Diseased remnants of former faith

Infects the whole and makes you weak

Let go the shackles that keep you bound

Bites soul like flesh and holds you down

Expand your mind and heal your heart

Don’t let these doubts tear you apart

I know it’s hard to question truths

You’ve never given thought before

But this shall pass, as all things do

And time will heal your wounded core

So take a breath and hold it in

And find the strength to start again

The Red Traveller

Some strong DNA upgrades were going on for me last night. I kept waking probably about once every hour from the same “dream” where these glowing sacred geometries were being switched over from one patterning to another. After I woke from that for the last time around 5 am I went back to sleep again and had a very vivid dream I feel the prompting to share.

The dream had 5 separate “scenes” that I feel were all happening at once. In each scene I seemed to be bodily present as myself here in this life, but at the same time feeling that I was seeing from the eyes of multiple people at once. Also have the feeling that each scene was happening at the same time on seemingly the same world.

In one scene I was talking to 2 children, speaking to them like children and adults simultaneously. I believe they were brother/sister with the brother looking to be around 8 and the sister maybe 5 or 6. I wanted to adopt, but knew that the process could take a very long time. So I had submitted an application with the intent to get everything ready in the interim. But instead of a long wait my application was instantly approved. So there I was trying to explain to these children that I wanted them very badly but I had no money, no job, no permanent place to live. That’s as much of that scene as I can remember.

In another scene, I was part of a sort of investigative vigilante type group. Not a violent kind of vigilante, but more like something that had to do with energies and showing people the truth of their actions to begin a sort of rehabilitation. There was this man who did terrible things to people, but he blamed it all on his brother who was very much a high vibe type person. For some reason, people believed his accusations and some very angry people ended up killing the innocent brother. I could see the darkness around the brother left alive, and knew that my group would need to investigate this situation further. That was it for that scene.

In yet another, I was in a school with a class that was graduating, but we had to pass a final verbal test. Everyone else seemed to just be going along with it, but it felt wrong to me. Most especially the verbal aspect because I got the sense that we had been in that school in part to learn telepathy and towards the end of our studies speaking aloud was no longer allowed because we were meant to practice the telepathy at all times. Also, the test didn’t seem to be administered by actual faculty. Instead there were some strange men there whose energy felt very jarring and sinister. I was feeling very wary about the whole thing when that scene ended, but was undecided about what to do.

The last two scenes are very intimately connected, and the most fascinating part that stood out to me. In one, there was this scientist type guy, older with white hair and beard. His job was to monitor the activity between their universe and any others. Basically, there were beings that would regularly jump from one universe to theirs or from theirs to another. He would record these jumps and the energy “trails” left behind. For the many years he’d been doing this work, the only trails he’d ever seen were either black or white, representing their main polarity. On this day, however, the whole lab where he worked was abuzz because they had just recorded a jump into their universe that left a RED trail. They had no idea what this could be, what it could mean.

In the final scene, I was in a house, perhaps in a bedroom or some other room that was very comfortable and relaxing. I looked out the window and saw a woman walking very determinedly past my house. She wore a long dress and hooded cloak with the hood falling down her back. She had long, wavy hair to about the middle of her back. What was most striking about her, though, was that she exuded this very strong, palpable energy that felt very very RED. As I was looking at her striding past, I was listening to a “news” story on a sort of radio type device that was the scientist guy talking about the red energy that had been detected entering the universe.┬áInterestingly, I also felt that the red woman was also very closely linked to the children in the first scene. I’m not sure, however, which universe the children were actually in.

So there ya go. I’m still processing this dream as it feels very significant for what’s going on here now. I would love to get input from others that might help me decode it all! So please leave a comment if you have any insights pop up!

Love and gratitude to you all!

Update 6/25/18: Just found a video of a red light shooting through space on 6/8/18. Could this be what I dreamed? Very interesting!

Surrender With the Inner Child

Eternal flame of self, free and sovereign, is the Great Central Sun. It transmits the Love frequency without end in/from/to all directions in time and space and beyond. Conscious, free-will acceptance of the energy of the flame ignites the fractal twin within each initiate/master. Mastery is like falling in love, happening over time and all at once. Each shall decide their most meaningful path. Practice will build momentum and mass towards “escape velocity”, full surrender being a “shortcut” path of least resistance available to all. Surrender is not abdication, but rather a powerful and beautiful acceptance of self and truth beyond logic or fear. It is a resonance and partial/full merging with the infinite singularity while being also an individuated energy memory complex construct consciousness being, or perhaps “soul” for short. Surrender is to let self be fully in the balance and merge without the need for struggle and resistance and measured integration. It could be said that few will achieve this, though in truth it is also accurate to say that all will achieve this, or rather do allow this. Perspective is key. Love is central. Peace and joy are portals. The child within shows the way, lighting the way with purity and innocence. The child holds true wisdom for it knows the nature of play. It knows the absurdity of shame. It knows the importance of being true to self, of being self. Take them by the hand and remember.

P.O.E. (Point of Experience)

Happened upon some of my old poetry and it still feels relevant, so here ya go! Will post more later! ­čÖé


The light of an alien sun glows faintly
Behind spidery fingers of silent sentries
And this world is suddenly awash in color
That slides across my skin
Upon the cool breath of morning

I stand in momentary seclusion
Just me and the heartbeat of Creation
I am alive and vivid and breathless
In awe of the beauty of life

I am sorceress or goddess
And this my dream
I am queen or empress
And this my realm
I am one and many
And this my self

And I turn back to darkness
To watch the sleeper breathe
For I am suddenly ageless
And my love knows no bounds

The Seed

In this beginning there was a seed of light buried deep in darkness. There were many other seeds planted throughout the darkness, but this seed (as well as most of its fellows) was at this time unaware that it was not alone. The strength of the light within the seed was so great, however, that no matter how alone and sad and afraid it became it never gave in to the darkness surrounding it. It knew its light could never be extinguished, and that if it followed the prompting of that light it could illuminate the darkness outside.

It was not easy, and sometimes the seed felt great despair and wanted to give up, wanted to escape the darkness rather than keep trying to light it up. Sometimes the darkness felt so much bigger, with such deep roots, that it seemed an impossible task. How could it hope to make any difference, when this immense light inside still shone only as a small flickering flame? It began to feel fragile and easily extinguished.

Then, when the seed had decided to give up, when it felt it could no longer go on, a new light shone. It still came from within the seed, and did not touch the dark outside, but it felt different than the light that came before. It cried out NO! And it gave the seed a vision of what was to come. It showed the seed many others like it, all buried in the deep and dark, all shining within themselves. It showed the seed that together in unity their light would illuminate the world and the darkness would disappear, for there would be no place deep enough for it to hide from the brilliance of the light to come. All the seeds would burst forth and grow tall in the collective light, in oneness, in love. And the seed knew it could not give up.

The vision faded, and time went on. The seed continued to shine its light, continued to listen as the light showed it where to go and what to do. Sometimes the darkness felt too big again, but always the memory of what was to come kept the seed going when it might want again to give up. Then one day something amazing happened. It saw its light outside itself! Just a flicker at first, but it continued to happen more and more. The vision had shown that the seed was not alone in the dark, and finally there was proof. It began to see more and more light all around, and others that had been blind before now began to see the darkness and were no longer content to be part of it, and they too began to shine. It was happening! The vision was coming true!

The light grew brighter and brighter all around, and the darkness became shadows that could no longer hide. The seed could feel the time of the vision coming quickly, the time to break free and stand tall and shine and shine and shine. It realized the voice of the light guiding the way all that time in the dark was its own voice, the light was itself, this was truth. And the seed reached in and out at the same time and prepared itself for the new dawn. In this ending it was ready for a new beginning.